The End of the Publishing Dream?

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publishing, social media, writing

I received a little billet-doux yesterday, with ‘love from WordPress’, informing me of an upcoming change. It wasn’t an enormously important matter, but I felt it put one of the final nails in the coffin of a dream. What dream is that, you ask? Why, it’s the dream that you could sell your books through social media – sell them with minimal marketing knowledge and at no cost. Technology would do it all for you – open up a world of potential readers at your fingertips. All it needed was a little effort and anyone could sell their books with ease. Write it, publish it, sell it. Just like that.

I got involved in this wonderful dream on the (erroneous) understanding that I would write the books and modern technology would sell them for me. Of course, I overlooked the fact that the internet is run by big business, and business doesn’t get to be big by giving away too much for nothing. Little by little the freely-available opportunities on social media have been chipped away and replaced by new opportunities to place paid-for ads.

Now, I’ve spent a lot of time on social media. I have read posts, chatted to people – and, in particular, dutifully endured the carefully-targeted ads that have been so artfully placed in front of me. I feel I’ve done my share of being advertised to by big business. Is it really asking so much that I be allowed to tell people about my books without being obstructed at every turn and money being demanded? Apparently it is. The publishing dream for many of us has faded to a shadow of its former self. These days it takes lots of marketing nous, time and, yes, money to stand much of a chance of even moderate success.

Yes, yes, you say – but what exactly was in the ‘billet-doux’ you mentioned at the start of this post? Do tell. Oh, that. It’s a minor thing, really – a change of policy by Facebook which means I will soon no longer be able to get blog posts like this one to appear automatically on my FB profile. This is the last one that will appear that way. A small irritation, and one you can get round, but it takes longer to do. One more straw on the back of a camel that is becoming decidedly wobbly under the load. (I’m depending heavily on old sayings today. Sorry.) But it makes the point: the restrictions and obstacles that social media, and indeed, Amazon, are placing in the way of authors are building up.

I for one feel it’s enough to make me retreat to the unread, cobwebby corners of my blog and publish my writing there, free to all. Not many people will find it there – but not many find it on social media or Amazon either (unless I pay for it), so I can’t see that I’m significantly worse off.

I suspect, too, that I’m not the only one who feels like this, that the wonderful publishing dream is over. Will disillusioned authors start to leave social media (and Amazon) in droves? There are an awful  lot of them. And who will be there to read all those carefully-targeted ads then, eh? Not me. I think that’s called killing the goose that laid the golden egg…

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Unknotting the Yarn

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writer's block, writing

What are you to do, as a writer, when there is a Big Idea bursting to get out of your head? Celebrate? Maybe. But what if you can’t find the words to express it? It’s frustrating when you sense the idea is good but can’t find a way to winkle it out of your brain and onto the page – when all your efforts look, well, lame, when you read them back, and not as you intended. Or you seem to be endlessly repeating yourself – saying the same thing in different ways, and not progressing. Not good. So you stop.

Some people throw up their hands at this point and wail, ‘Writer’s block! What can you do?’

Well, to begin with, you can go back and re-examine the Big Idea. Had you truly given it enough thought before you leapt in and started writing? Come on, now, be honest. In the heady rush of initial enthusiasm have you neglected to put even the haziest of plans on paper? I’m not suggesting you make a full and detailed plan at this point, especially if you’re a seat-of-the-pants writer who likes to make it up as you go along. But it’s not a bad idea to write yourself a considered description of what you want this piece of writing to achieve. What are your main aims in this work? What do you want your readers to feel? What do you want them to think? What exactly is it you’re trying to create?

Now think about your theme (or themes): nice and clear, or hopelessly muddled? Tell the truth now.

If you struggle to name your aims and themes, it’s no wonder you’re having trouble expressing them in your work. Figure them out, explain them to yourself and write them down. Once you’ve unravelled this knot in your yarn (so to speak), with clear aims and themes, the way forward should be far easier to see.

I’m only saying all this as I’ve just been through this difficulty myself. On stopping to think carefully, I realised my basic idea was far too vague. I’m a seat-of-the-pants sort of writer myself, I admit, and don’t take happily to rigid writing plans – but I do need some guidelines to help me along the way. So I’ve created some. Here’s what mine (a sort of conversation with myself) looks like:

Aims and Themes

Aim 1: Create a completely new style of book. (Thoughts: no pressure there, then. Needs much more consideration on exactly how to do it.)

Aim 2: Intrigue the reader with a collection of curious incidents and quirky characters. (Thoughts: can actually do that! Create helpful list of incidents and characters. Do it now.)

Aim 3: Create a unique atmosphere, make everything interconnected on multiple levels. (Thoughts: pay careful attention to word use and interconnected meanings, Kath.)

Aim 4: Involve the reader. Let them think they affect the story in the way they understand the interconnected meanings. (Thoughts: still working on that one.)

Themes: (Thoughts: bear in mind this is intended to be a short book. Please delete the 37 themes you have written down and say something sensible.)  Theme 1: The character of nature. Theme 2: The nature of character (Thoughts: far too clever for your own good.)

 

Yes, I’m approaching it light-heartedly, and it’s far from crystal clear, but it is helping me to identify the reasons I’m having difficulty and decide the best way forward. I can add to, or adapt these ideas in time, of course, but it really helps to have some sort of guide. I can look at everything I’ve written in the light of these aims and themes and see what is out of place. I have stopped going round in circles and there is a distant destination coming into focus. There will be many more knots to unravel in this piece of writing, but for now I have found the thread of my yarn and can move happily on.

Z is for Zinnia

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Flash Fiction, flowers

Aunt Zinnia’s Last Stand

“Put it away, Nigel,” said his aunt. “Kites is not genteel.”

Nigel stared defiantly at his Aunt Zinnia. Genteel. Such an annoying word.

It was a large box kite he had been flying, trimmed with a flowing tail, the envy of all the other boys. Who was she to say it wasn’t genteel?

Aunt Zinnia waited, arms folded, tapping her foot. The kite continued to fly, describing glorious multi-coloured circles in the gusty wind. Nigel could only just hold on to it. It would be criminal to bring it down when it was flying so well, aunt or no aunt. He had contrived a wide hook as a convenient hand-hold.

“I shall turn my back, Nigel, and count to twenty. I expect that kite to be on the ground when I turn back.”

In later years, Nigel often wondered what had come over him at that precise moment, for when Aunt Zinnia turned and began to count, he had stepped forward and thrust the hook into her vast hat. The kite took off at speed, taking with it both the hat and the wig to which it was pinned. The sight of her dashing about the park, scrappy grey hair flying, shouting ‘Come back’, all thoughts of gentility forgotten in the urgency of the moment, was one that recurred often in Nigel’s memory. As did the thrashing he received later. But, at least, he never heard her use the word ‘genteel’ again.

 

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Gentle Sales Pitch…

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Larus, sea stories, Whales and Strange Stars

I don’t often spend time promoting my books directly, because I know we are all bombarded with ‘special offers’ all over social media and I find it as tiresome as anyone else. However, just for once, I’ll tell you that my Larus books (best described as Olde-English fantasy) and my historical novel Whales and Strange Stars (my favourite book ever if I hadn’t written it myself!) are all available in e-book formats for just 99p, from now until Thursday. They’re delightful books and it’s an ideal opportunity to read something a bit different this summer. I shall say no more. Sales pitch over!

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Y is for Yucca

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Flash Fiction, flowers

Inspired by the Yucca, or Adam’s Needle

Adam’s Needle 

You could guarantee the door handle was laden with a full cargo of germs, thought Mr Adam, gloomily. The door knocker, too. Well, everything was covered in germs, wasn’t it? He was so concerned, indeed, that he had taken to visiting the doctor at the slightest indication of ill health.

In this instance it was a splinter embedded in his right thumb that had convinced him his days were numbered. The doctor would attempt to tell him otherwise, of course – but then, he always did. What did doctors know, really? In the meantime, the puzzle of how to get into the doctor’s house without actually touching the indescribably grubby door furniture, and thus acquiring a further burden of germs had flummoxed him. Mr Adam waited patiently on the door step until another visitor arrived and kindly knocked on his behalf.

“It will surely set up a fatal infection, doctor,” he said, five minutes later. He waved the thumb, containing the minute splinter, under the doctor’s nose and had to prevent himself giving a wail of anguish.

“Nonsense. It is nothing,” snapped the doctor, whose usually breezy bedside manner had been worn down by Mr Adam’s frequent visits. “Go home. Take the splinter out with a needle if you must, or leave it to come out on its own.  And stop troubling me with these trivialities. That will be five guineas.”

Mr Adam huffed at this unsatisfactory response, but he paid up and returned home as instructed.

He was found on his drawing room carpet the following week, as dead as dead could be, felled by a massive infection, as the coroner said, stemming from the splinter in his thumb.

By his side there was a note, scrawled with his left hand. It read, “I told you so…”

 

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W is for Water-lily

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Flash Fiction, flowers

Inspired by Nymphaea ‘Barbara Dobbins’

Into the Lake

“That girl will come out covered in leeches,” said the Reverend, shaking his head.

But even such an unpleasant prospect could not deter Miss Dobbins from venturing into the lake. She had tried in vain to borrow a little boat, but none could be found.

“If I have no boat,” she said, quite determined, “then I shall swim.” You see, Miss Dobbins was engaged to marry a seagoing man.

I feel close to him, she thought, in the water. Swimming gently among the lily-pads with her chin on the surface, she felt at ease, knowing he was on the water, too. Even if he was far away on a great sea, the floating feeling was something in common, something she could share with him. She relished it, and she ignored the vicar’s disapproving remarks.

By the end of the summer she felt she knew the whole topography of the lake in an intimate way: the shallows, the little flower-trimmed headlands, every water-lily bud, every reed-mace. She felt part of it, emotionally engaged with the expanse of still water. The lake stood proxy for her absent love.

On the day the terrible news came, that his ship was lost without hope of survivors, she went into the lake as usual, with every sign of complete serenity.

But Miss Dobbins never came out again.

 

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V is for Violet

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flash_fiction, flowers

Inspired by Viola sororia ‘Freckles’

Pig News

“The freckled pig has escaped again, Miss!” shouted Irish Molly.

Miss Catforth tutted, and continued planting her violets. “Well go and catch her,” she called back.

But she knew the request was in vain. The girl was a powerful force in the kitchen, no denying it – an excellent cook – but she had no way with animals at all, unless they were about to be put on a plate. She was afraid of the pig, and it would get up to no good, left alone.

“Oh, Miss! The piglets are all out, now, too!”

Motherhood had rendered the pig wilful, and it had learned to lift the latch on its pen. No number of ingenious fastenings could keep the creature inside these days. And now she had taught the piglets to do it, too.

“Miss, Miss! They are all in the turnip store now.”

This was too much. Miss Catforth set down her trowel, stood up, and called, “Molly, go and fetch Rodney to help. Go now!”

It was very inconvenient, what with Lord Plunket due to visit that afternoon. Bad enough, she thought, that she had to plant her own violets, without having to chase pigs, too. So unladylike! What would his lordship think if he heard of it? It would seem she was in charge of a most incompetent and chaotic household. But times were hard for Miss Catforth. She needed and desired Lord Plunket’s patronage and support, or the whole farm would go to rack and ruin. She had nothing much left but the land and her good name.

In the meantime, she must get those pigs out of the turnips. In the distance she could hear Irish Molly bawling for Rodney to come out of the fields and catch the pigs, if he pleased. Useless girl.

The freckled pig, its mouth full of turnip, looked up at her with a defiant and beady eye. Miss Catforth clapped her hands and shooed. The pig continued eating, the half-grown piglets scurrying round about and squealing.

“To the devil with you!” she shouted in frustration and turned to find herself nose to nose with Lord Plunket himself.

“Oh, sir!” she said, regarding his smart visiting clothes, and her own grubby gardening smock. “I had thought you were arriving later.”

“Evidently,” said his lordship, kindly. “Now, may I be of assistance? I have some experience of pigs. Tricky blighters…”

And together they rounded up the freckled pig and all the piglets, and retreated indoors muddied, but arm in arm for tea. Perhaps, thought Miss Catforth, an escapologist pig is not such a bad thing for a single woman to possess!

The pig herself, mindful of her next exit, already had her nose under the latch.

 

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Write Learn Enjoy!

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self-publishing, writing

 

“So,” people say, “you’re self-publishing now, are you? Isn’t that difficult?”

Yes, I reply. And no. Yes, self-publishing carries the same difficulties as any other kind of publishing in terms of making your book visible among so many others. And no, it isn’t difficult to publish an e-book.

“So why are you doing it?”

The answer to that is more complex. Every writer wants their work to be ‘out there’, available to readers, and, we hope, enjoyed. For some it’s about making money from their writing skills. For others it’s about sharing their thoughts with a (possibly) wide audience. For me, it’s about absolute freedom to write what I want, without the restriction of considering the saleability of my work. Life is simply too short for that.

The sheer liberation of this left me somewhat at a loss for a while – but now the out-of-the-ordinary writing ideas that I had tried to suppress –  because they were hard to sell – are starting to re-awaken. I can write anything I like; I can forget genre (my writing never fitted into it very well anyway); I can write books of unconventional length and odd formats, to suit my writing style; I can throw the rule book out of the window; I can let my imagination off the leash; I can be as outré, as unconventional, as I like. I can be truly creative. And I can still put the resulting work out for the public to see, and buy if they so wish, without costly investment. Marvellous. I feel like my old self again.

My current work-in-progress, The Herbarium, breaks all the rules; it’s eccentric but creative –  and I’m going to learn so much about writing, and the reasons for writing, as it falls into place. I don’t anticipate it being much more than twenty thousand words long, but there’s no rush, and I’ll take my time over it. It’s a piece that would be all the better illustrated, though that creates difficulties with e-books. Never mind – I’ll illustrate it with words. I did say it was eccentric. It trawls the ancient depths of my imagination, and you’d be surprised at what I’ve found in there. I’ll enjoy every minute of writing it.

Write – learn – enjoy. I’ll keep this guideline on a sticker on my computer screen, and scrawled on the cover of my notebooks. It’s the happy way forward. I’ll keep you informed of my progress.